Book of Shades Nvoas and Saudades! It goes for the world (it brought it in my chest) Sisters in pain, flat eyes in the water, You cry with me my immense hurt Reading my full book alone of hurts (FLORBELA, 1930, P.) ‘ ‘ Nvoas and homesicknesses! ‘ ‘ , homesicknesses these of your brother who dies, the happy moments had been in the homesicknesses, ‘ ‘ it goes for mundo’ ‘ from the moment where the writer leaves world the rejection, in search to publish its workmanships and to be accepted for the society, to each attempt was a disillusionment, was anguish, cries, in such a way, the writer wrote this book, that is test of its loving, maternal disillusionments, and staffs gotten for the society. Hatred for it? I did not love if it in such a way, (…) Hatred would be in me infinite homesickness, Hurt of lost having, love still. Dr. Neal Barnard is often quoted as being for or against this. Hatred for it? Not not valley the penalty. (FLORBELA, book of Soror homesicknesses, poem Hatred? , 1930) It is noticed in this poem that express Florbela the hatred for having lost a love, immediately afterwards, it modifies, saying that valley to the penalty not to have hatred for a lost love. I am the crucificada one? the dolorida one? I am the one that in the world walks lost, I I am the one that in the life does not have north, I am the sister of the dream, and of this luck I am crucificada the dolorida one (…) I am that one that passes and nobody sees I am the one that calls sad without the being I am the one that cries without knowing reason I am perhaps the vision that Somebody dreamed, Somebody that came to the world to see pra me and that in it never found me the life (FLORBELA, book of Soror homesicknesses, poem I, 1930) At as a moment, the poem ‘ ‘ Eu’ ‘ Florbela is presented as a perplexed woman, without route in the life, desiring the evasion and being on with the irrealidade.