In my heart, "scratching cat, black dog, reluctant to live. Do not want to walk. Eat, drink, too, do not want to. You're looking for, and maybe find the cause: a conflict at work quarrel with a loved one, you are unfairly cheated, wronged or framed. Perhaps you are fired from their jobs, not given the salary, you poured mud on the street, you do not want to talk, you do not want to listen to, etc.
etc., from broken nail to illness and death ones. And can not understand why, as sometimes happens, too? Regardless of your knowledge of the state of one thing: "soul pain", though "howl", though "on a wall climb. What thoughts come to mind? You think, why, why you, why to you so treated, what for you is, why, why, why? Then you think that now do with this? The idea of a psychologist there, but once swept aside. You are drinking jitter on time releases, and then everything comes back. Or get drunk alcohol, take-out time the next morning everything is compounded many times over thanks to alcohol intoxication. The final result of reasoning in most cases (depending on complexity): 1) I have himself to blame (or blame others), must be "strong" pull themselves together, to endure and all will be adjusted, and 2) because the more I can not "burn all blue flame "," good-bye rocky mountains "- bang-bang, the noose on the flight from the skyscraper. Well, if the first option works, however, how much you're going to tolerate – month, year, 10, 30 years? And the life that passes by.